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Monday, May 8, 2006


ok, so school is almost out and im stoked.

I just want to wake up and not have to do anything
I just want to be bored for a change

but yeah....i really think this might have been my fav year so far....

Im ready to be a senior!!!!!

Current mood: crazy
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Friday, May 5, 2006


so today.....

NO SCHOOL fot me

I so skipped

had a good day....

now im so afraid im ganna get caught!

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Thursday, April 27, 2006


"dont poop on my grass"


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Tuesday, April 18, 2006


ok first...i want to say....im ganna call Jenn and Amanda...asap!

This weeekened has been...hmmmm

friday-mike and me spent the day together. Went to eat. rented just like heaven.Mie spent the night. and well...the rest is unspoken!

sat-woke up with mike.went fishen. went to work. Spent the night at mikes.

Sun- went to see my grandpa in the hospital(dying from cancer has a month to live) the spent easter with mike and ALL his family(aunts, uncles, grands, parents, cousins, sis, everyone)

Mon-went to the aquirim with mike.went to his house slept. took one of his dogs to the vet. and got in a reck! His new f150 is ok and so are we. It was the other guys fault so its all good! Plus the cop that did the report was so HOT HOT HOT!!!!!

but yes ive been good and will call yall soon!!!!!

Current mood: busy
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Saturday, April 8, 2006


man o man....


Vincent Stewart Colley


Micheal Allen Alpizar

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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

10:37AM - Photobucket

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Monday, March 6, 2006


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6:45PM - wait loss

so i have lost....

14lbs in the last 2 weeks
running, eating healthy, and swimming.....man am i sore!!!

Current mood: cheerful
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

11:19PM - grrr

what a way to spend my two year aniversary!

Its been 2 years today since i moved from NC and i miss it today more than ever!

I miss you all....expeceally you amanda and jenn! You two mean the world to me!

the way i spent my aniversary is by going to work, cutting my hand on the ice machine bad enough to where i saw the bone...and getting 4 stiches!



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Friday, February 24, 2006



new things...

-I love mike
-i got a speeding ticket(60 in a 45) which is $185.50
-My friend got her hood pirieced!
-I love mike
-i got a scallor ship($5,000 to Orlando Culinary Institute)
-I LOVE MIKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current mood: loved
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

10:38PM - hmmm

okay so its my friends 18th tomorrow and i think im more scared than she is! For her 18th she is getting a vertical genital peircing! I hope its not to bad!


I love mike! He makes me smile and is the cutest thing ever!

Current mood: ecstatic
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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

11:07PM - pics

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My baby putting back on his pants *wink wink*

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He is so sexy!

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I LOVE him!

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yeah thats me....i know im hot!

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10:55PM - VDAY


Ok...so i had the best day ever!

~My parents let me skp school today so i could spend the day at the FL state fair with mike!
~Mike actually ate sushi with me Which means a lot cause he wont try it for anyone!
~Ive been wanting a fish tank for my room so Mike bout me a small fish tank with a bata fish, a fresh water crab, and a sucker fish!
~There letting him spend the night tonight!
~We watched the sun set on the beach!
~And most important he has said I love you all day!


He is spending the night again on Friday and we are ganna paint my room on Sat before i have to go to work! My room is ganna be lime green and terquis blue strips and my door and closet are ganna be our hand prints! Hw cute is that! Pictures will be posted!

Well im gone for now! Love you all and again happy VDAY!


Current mood: ecstatic
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Monday, February 6, 2006





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Thursday, January 12, 2006

9:41PM - life is a wonder


Im not sure where to start!

So i got in trouble for skipping. I skipped school wednesday and got caught. Now im grounded for 2 weeks! Are you telling me my parents didnt skip when they were kids! Yeah i think they did!

Its not so much the fact im ground as it is that its my first saturday off for about 2 month and we have off monday! I dont have much of a life as it si and now when i have a chance to its takin from me!

Im pissed!!

Another thing that bothers me is no girls can spend the night! Well thats fine but what guy friends do i have other than Mike who is also my boyfriend! I mean you tell me about to weeks ago you have no problem with him staying the night and now your ganna go back on your word! Hell no!

I dont wexpect anyone to read this concidering how long it is but if you did than thanks....i just needed to vent!

Im through venting and now im debating weather to cut or not!
Ive decide Im not going to so dont worry! Its not worth hurting myself over my parents! If anything i would cut them to show them the pain the put me in sometimes! I just wish we could trade shoes for one day and show them how it is to be me!

Its not so easy being me!

Current mood: crappy
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Sunday, January 8, 2006


Livejournal sucks now,

No one ever talks and no one ever post!

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Monday, January 2, 2006


Life is good right now...

Its funny how that works. The min i feel like it cant get better and i hurt myself or the others around me. Something or someone comes in to my life changing my outlook!

I guess i have to rely on someone else to make me happy. Cause i cant be happy alone anymore

I like Mike....but i know this isnt ganna last much longer. We are to different people. I like him though!

Im so torn....

Current mood: crazy
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SO i have a boy again....his name is mike!

I like him too!

He treats me like no other!

We have a great time together and hes so different!

Plus he is hot and puts out! He has a thick one too!

Current mood: chipper
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